I can’t handle any of this; I just want to be numb. It’s in everyone’s best interest that I go back to my old ways, all this new shit has done nothing but hurt me and I’ll never get what I wanted out of it. Don’t even bother calling it […]
Monthly Archives: November 2018
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It would be really ironic if an acetaminophen overdose is the cause of my demise. I have been numbing myself for so long I have no clue what’s “suck it up buttercup” pain and what’s “omg go to the ER now!” pain. It hurts to breathe, I’d put it at […]
Read Part 1 Here Don’t Call Me Sober Pt. 2 | Another reason I’m not a fan of the term is because of my personal interpretation of the word (I repeat: my PERSONAL interpretation.) I think sober is just a state of being, while “in recovery” is a proactive process. […]
Read Part 2 Here Don’t Call Me Sober Pt. 1 | Recently a few friends have asked me why I say “I’m in recovery” and don’t like when people refer to me as just “sober.” I have a few reasons for not wanting to be referred to as sober, and […]
Tonight after 9 years of waiting I finally got to go to a Dear Jack Benefit Concert! It was also a special night because this may be the 1st concert I’ve been to in years where I was fully sober. I could go on for days about how inspiring this […]
I’m in the process of switching pharmacies and accidentally made myself look like a drug seeking lunatic 🙃My doctor sent in refills for prescriptions that weren’t ready to be refilled (one was a controlled substance) but the app told me they were filled, so I wasn’t sure and asked about […]
There’s no healing me, helping me, saving me, fixing me, or however you want to phrase it. The notion that I could ever live anything close to a healthy life is nothing but a fairy tale. Repeatedly saying ”I will get better” is nothing but a lie I keep telling […]
I’ve created my own at home treatment plan; it’s called “if I lie motionless in bed all day nothing bad can happen.”
‘Tis the season for facebook to bombard me with diet and weight loss ads! Seriously, how has Facebook not added diet/food/exercise related ads to their “hide sensitive topics” options, yet has “pets” as an option? Yes, losing a beloved pet is very hard and I could see how seeing ads […]