1 year ago today the most wonderful person I know asked me to marry him, it was one of the best moments of my life. It’s hard to believe a whole year has passed since Phil and I got engaged and how much we’ve gone through together in that relatively short period of time.
It’s hard when your loved one is 3,000 miles away on your engagement anniversary, but we were still able to spend time together over a video call, it isn’t the same though, we will both have to go to bed alone wishing the other were beside us.
Tomorrow is also my birthday; instead of celebrating with Phil or friends or family, I will be in treatment at the addiction hospital as if it were any other day (except with cupcakes!)
You would think all of this “sad” stuff would really bring me down, but I’m content. I know being in treatment is a big step forward in improving my life overall, and I know someday Phil will be by my side forever. Of course, I wish I could have it all now, but I know good things are coming and they will be better than I could have imagined a year ago.
I love you so much Phil ❤️ Thank you for standing by me through everything.
